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This is it guys. I'm done with this xangatron website. 1496 days is all I need. I had fun and it's been real. Now I must go. You know how to find me. Pick up the phone is all. And if you don't know how to find me then you're out of luck.
Goodnight and good luck.
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Would you do anything?
I just do not know what to say. Everyday I talk to one person in particular. Today I did not talk to that one person and I feel a little empty inside. I wish I could be better for that one person but I constantly let my problems get in the way. Not even to say that they are problems because they are easily fixed. I should just do them. I want to be happy with that one person.
Today is what I would call a five star day. I woke up and went to work. I came home and watch my favorite movie. Now I am wishing I was asleep.
I promise to be good.
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I am a poor, freezing-cold soul,
So far from where I intended to go.
Scavenging through life's very constant lulls,
So far from where I'm determined to go.
Wish I knew the way to reach the one I love.
There is no way.
Wish I had the charm to attract the one I love,
But, you see, I've got no charm.
Tonight I've consumed much more than I can hold,
Oh, this is very clear to you.
And you can tell I have never really loved.
You can tell, by the way, I sleep all day.
And all of my life no-one gave me anything.
No-one has ever given me anything.
My love is as sharp as a needle in your eye.
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Well... I didn't wake up this morning Because I didn't go to bed I was watching the whites of my eyes
Turn red
The calendar, on my wall, is ticking the days off The calendar on my wall is ticking
the days off
I've been reading some old letters I smile and think how much I've changed
All the money in the world Couldn't bring back those days.
I pull back the curtains, and the sun burns into my eyes, I watch a plane flying across a clear blue sky.
THIS IS THE DAY
THIS IS THE DAY
I could've done anything -- if I'd wanted
And all my friends and family think that I'm lucky. But the side of me they'll never see
Is when I'm left alone with the memories That hold my life together like
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It's not like I'm not trying. It is just a little difficult. I miss so many people. There are so many people I want to talk to, but I don't know how to get in contact with them. All the people I used to see everyday have gone their own way. I went my way and I wish that they could see me now and I wish that I could see them. Tell them all the things I never did. Tell them the impact they had on me. Tell them that I am sorry for the things I said and did. I think I should have it so much better. The karma decided differently. Everywhere from religion to life styles to the absense of love.
Enough of that. The true friends have stuck with me. That's what counts. I believe in yesterday but I still believe in tommorrow. Everyday when I wake up I think of her and how dearly I do not want to hurt her. Would she ever really understand. If I told her everything and come clean would she still be there. Would she look me in the eye and cry? Would she spit in my face and look straight through me? Would I be strong enough for her. Parts of me say yes. The others say no. What to do with my time.
Those people I want to talk to. Would they want to talk to me?
Used to be a sweet boy And I'm not to blame But something went wrong Something went wrong And I know
I'm not to blame Something went wrong
Can't be to blame
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